Over the years I have tried many methods to find out more about me and my personality, about my destiny and purpose in life. I have read several books about my horoscope, I have done dozens of different kinds of personality tests, and anything or anybody saying something about revealing my destiny or life’s purpose, I was on it. Every one of them has taught me something about myself, reminded me about something I already knew, but none of them could answer to all of my questions.
Not until I found out about Karen Curry Parker and Human Design. I shared earlier how I had ordered my free chart for couple of years ago and made a new order when I had retraced the exact time of my birth. Last week Karen’s book Human Design Activation Guide: Introduction to Your Quantum Blueprint was on sale, and I bought it. Now I have read it through and with all her inklings through out the book, I can’t wait to get my own chart analyzed.
I had looked for a Human Design specialist who could analyze my chart, but didn’t found from their list anybody that I would have felt drawn to. My Human Design strategy is to wait to respond, so I wasn’t suppose to take action on my own. Then I spoke with a friend and she happened to ask if she had analyzed my chart. So there came my opportunity. I eagerly replied with no, she hadn’t, but I would be more than happy to get that analysis.
Reading more about my type Generator, I’m more and more convinced Human Design do have answers for me. Learning that Human Design is a synthesis of Eastern and Western Astrology, the Chinese I ‘Ching, the Hindu Chakra System, Judaic Kabbalah, and Quantum Physics, was a sign for me that this integral system is the right thing right now. I feel that I have unconsciously sought for an all embracing method to get answers to my questions, and Human Design seems to be exactly that.
The very first thing Karen writes about Generators, is that they are patient seekers. With frustration as my life’s emotional theme, I haven’t always been the most patient in my search. But now that the pieces are starting to fall into place looking back on my path I can see the picture of a constant search. When I’ve been patient I have had the greatest success, my two True Loves being the most important examples of it. With the first one patience was forced, with the second one it was more deliberate.
My new intention is to practice more deliberate patience in my life from now on.